No Awakening

No before or after awakening,
just this,
neverending,
with no resting point…

…life is an enigmatic mystery
cast upon my heart,
never for me to fully know…

God has become my shadow,
God has become my light,
Earth is taking me as her walking stick,
Heaven and Hell are shaking hands in my heart…

it’s all happening here,
I cannot escape,
I cannot abide,
I can love,
I can cry